June 2011
1 post
Just a sad feeling
I do not know why I just started to cry. Maybe it’s because I fee this pain in my heart….. I wish it’ll go away…
March 2011
1 post
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Today I’ll be happy because the tide have wash all my sadness away and I soon I shall see the rock where I’ve wrote all the things that make me happy.
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I love you always and forever… <3
November 2010
1 post
Just Another Day
Just another day… No idea what I did… Today I feel tired… No idea why… I have no recollection or memory of how my day seem to have been… I guess I have been engross in something in my subconscious mind… Went for a walk and drew a bit is all I remember.
i saw some people flying kites… Maybe someday I’ll try it. I don’t really know how to fly a...
October 2010
2 posts
First day @ work
Today was my first day at work and my whole body aches. I feel so tired and I feel as if my bones are going to fall of then. Well I should be going to sleep but my hunnie is not home yet so I’ll wait for her to come home and then talk to her a bit and then go to sleep.
She told me she had a test today and I wonder how was it. I hope it was ok. I am anxious to know. Hopefully she’ll be...
Pain and Sadness
I don’t know why lately I often have nightmares. They seem so real and sometimes I wake up and I feel the pain and sometimes there are cuts on me.
I often wake up with tears in my eyes and fear in my heart. I feel weak as if I have been in the battleground.
When I wake up I hope to see a familiar face but then it’s me alone again. I come from a family of five. I have a brother, a...
September 2010
8 posts
26 September 2010
It’s been awhile since I last wrote here… Over the past few days I’ve been feeling down cause of work, passing of a friend and because I felt I was losing my life and my hunnie…
It’s hard to survive when you’re down on luck… But last night… I felt so close to my hunnie… I felt so nice… Loved…. Even though I had a quarrel with my...
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Its hard to stay calm and be brave when someone you known all your life dies. Today a friend I’ve know for many years died of brain cancer. I try not to cry or to feel sad. I don’t know why but I just want to shut the whole incident out of my head. I feel fear and sadness…
I wish my hunnie was here to hug me and give me courage… Somehow I feel lately things seem...
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My hunnie is a Uni student… =)
Its not September… 5 minths before my hunnie visit me…
Its 5:40am now I am lying o my bed, I think I got to talk a bit more with my hunnie tonight… I am not sure though… I doze of a few times… So less talk :/
Most important I had no nightmares… I don’t know why lately my hunnie don’t seem to like talking to me....
Untittled
Today I woke up at 10am… Did my laundry and went for a walk in the park… Saw children play, run along, saw a dog chasing his best friend a gray cat and and old man about 80 walking hand in hand with his wife who was about the same age and their great grand children. They look so sweet…
I hope one day me and Lynn will also be like them… Holding hands walking in the park...
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I not been writing for the past few days because I’ve been having a pretty rough week…
First my boss decided to disappear with company/s money and also my money and then I find out he has 2 mistresses in which 1 of then is 16 years old. He conveniently got both of them pregnant…
Well what can I say… Oh well!!!
Then I realize my hunnie is hapily adding people on her fb...
Happy Again
I am finally happy again cause my hunnie is finally home and we can talk. But I was so tired yesterday I kept dozing off… So less chat… :/ Hope I can make it up today…
My hunnie lost her phome in Vietnam so I guess no text messaging for us for awhile… She said her haircut is ugly and makes her look weird… I am sure she’s wrong… Cause she’s perfect...
Nothing much to write.....
I guess the title says all…………………. :/
Thursday 2 September 2010
It’s just a few more days till my hunnie is home… YAY :D
Today I woke up to a dream of me having a discussion about Chinese tea with a Priest… Weird dream… My last convo with him was also about tea I guess…
I miss my hunnie so much… I wish she’s back so we can talk… I notice I have a follower… I don’t who is she other than she’s a...
August 2010
19 posts
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Today I finally got to talk to my hunnie… YAY :D:D:D:D~~~ <3
I miss her so much the past few days… It was driving me crazy…
For the past few days I have been having a very rough time as my boss has not paid me and my mom is pressing for cash again… I guess everyone only thinks money… :/
Well I wont let all the not so happy things spoil my mood today… Cause...
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I am too tired and lazy to write… :(
All I can say is I miss Lynn so much… I wish she’s with me now…. :/
Tuesday 24 August 2010
Day 3 without any communication with Lynn… :(
I had a bad day… My lap top monitor crack and I had a quarrel with my mom… The quarrel is over money again… Well I know I am nothing compared to my bro and sis… Anyway I don’t know what to write or say so I guess it’ll be short today…
I am writing so in case Lynn can get online she’ll know...
Money & Family
Is it a myth or is it real that a person’s success is measured by wealth.
It’s ironic when there is a family gathering somehow the question of what you’re doing now or how much you’re earning or a more subtle way might be someone popping out to say “I just got a new car or I just got a new house”. Then the rest will go like wow how much and blah blah...
Monday 23 August 2010
2nd day with out Lynn… It get’s harder… I miss her more today than I did yesterday… I got a text from her telling me she has arrive in Hanoi at about 12:30pm… She was complaining how hot it is over there.
Tonight is probably last night in J.B. I’ll be leaving for K.L in a few hours. Was in the house till about 1:00pm then went for a meeting in the...
Sunday 22 August 2010
Saaad and looost… :(
Day 1 without Lynn…
I miss Lynn so much… I got my last sms from her at 20:28 my time… She was boarding the flight for Vietnam… I wish I am with her now holding her hand hugging her… I wish her head is on my shoulder… I wish I can smell her now… I wish for a lot of things… I know…
Hopefully soon she’ll be by...
Saturday 21 August 2010
Another wasted day…
Visited my mom, went for mass and then got home and I don’t know what I did… Just having a moody day… I guess I am feeling moody cause Lynn is going to be away for like 14 days… She’s going to go back to Vietnam and I have no idea if she can get on… :/
I was just wondering what’s in my head every morning when I wake up and also...
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Thursday 19 August 2010
Arrive home at last… Been on the road for over 3 weeks…
I won’t be home if my mom was not ill. Anyway it feels good to be back. I miss my bed the most. I kinda forgot the roads in J.B considering I’ve been away for such a long time.
Life in K.L is stressful and hectic. I think last night was the first night I got over 3 hours of straight sleep. Feels good. I didn’t...
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Saturday 14 August 2010
“You gain strength, experience and confidence by every experience where you really stop to look fear in the face… You must do the thing you cannot do” Eleanor Roosevelt
I wanted to go out today but instead I ended up in bed all day reading and...
Friday 13 August 2010
Friday the 13… Black Cat Friday… All the myths and taboos surrounding this day…To me it’s just another day…
“The best or most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, nor touch… but are felt in the heart” Helen Keller…
Well for me today is not exactly what I’ll term as a good day… I seem to have a fever and asthma…...
Thursday 12 August 2010
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“Love cures people - Both the ones who give it and the ones who receive it” Dr. Karl Menninger…
I can’t seem to recollect what I did yesterday…
What I remembered was that I woke up at about 07:00 hrs and went to work… Reach my office about 08:15 hrs and began to work all day.
Next I noticed that it’s already...
Wednesday 11 August 2010
.::. Written on Thursday 12 August 2010 .::.
I can’t really remember what I did yesterday… I guess it’s because I didn’t really do anything at all. Pretty much wasted my day… Left for work at 11:00 hrs… Did not want to get stuck in the jam again…
11:30 hrs… Walk in to office… I was so busy doing nothing… Then came lunch time and I...
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Tuesday 10th August 2010
Hmmmm…. I am not much of a blogger…. Well I guess here goes…….. =)
Slept the previous day at 23:00 hrs woke up at 04:00 hrs… Great I had 5 hours of sleep… My head hurts… Seems like someone been using a hammer banging my head… Had some crappy nightmares… Room temperature is 18C. I am sweating… I miss my hunnie… I wish she’s...