Thursday 19 August 2010
Arrive home at last… Been on the road for over 3 weeks…
I won’t be home if my mom was not ill. Anyway it feels good to be back. I miss my bed the most. I kinda forgot the roads in J.B considering I’ve been away for such a long time.
Life in K.L is stressful and hectic. I think last night was the first night I got over 3 hours of straight sleep. Feels good. I didn’t get to talk much with Lynn because I went to the hospital to see my mom.
Well she has health insurance but then they still made her a statistic. Its sad. I guess it’s true if you’re not rich don’t get ill. I wonder is this why people in Africa, India and so many other poor countries are dying from common illness. Because they can’t afford medicine.
In the hospital I told the doctor that my mom have insurance and he told me that the system is to pay first and claim later…. I have already squeeze all my cash out already… I told him I am broke. His reply was I am sorry I can’t help you… Hospital’s policy…
I wonder why do people become doctors… To help and save lives or just to earn more money… I ask a friend of mine who is a doctor… Why did he become a doctor… He told me he became a doctor to save lives and also the help people… Well he’s honest because he’s in Namibia now….
I am not really close to my mom… But i feel it’s my responsibility to see to her best interest as she’s my mother… Maybe I am not the best son in the world but I try my best to be a good son…
Having seen my mom situation I guess I better not get ill… I also know now why I never see a doctor when I am having flu or fever…. Every time I am ill, I just wish Lynn is with me to hug me… Well I wish for that all the time…
The thing with Lynn is that she has a way of always making me feel good and cheering me up… Although sometimes I get really angry with her over silly matters such as her phobia of calls and etc… etc…. Other than the few silly things which I can count in one hand, she’s truly the best…. I can’t ask for a better wife to be…. She gives me so much support and she automatically lifts me up when I am down… Thank go i have her or I’ll probably be wasting my life away… I probably did something right to have her…
