Saturday 21 August 2010
Another wasted day…
Visited my mom, went for mass and then got home and I don’t know what I did… Just having a moody day… I guess I am feeling moody cause Lynn is going to be away for like 14 days… She’s going to go back to Vietnam and I have no idea if she can get on… :/
I was just wondering what’s in my head every morning when I wake up and also every night before I sleep… Well before I sleep I try to thank god for giving me my day and hope all will be well when I wake up and also please bless Lynn…. When I wake up, I thank god for my day and hope that everything will be ok…. I hope he take away 90% of me so that I can be more humble and try to be a better person… I also pray that Lynn is having a good rest and dreaming of me…. Or a pau mountain that she can chew on…. LOL!!!
Well as a kid growing up I didn’t really have one of those childhoods I like to remember… (I only like to remember playing marbles and kicking everyone’s ass… I was the champ of marbles… LOL..) I always got knock around and didn’t really have much friends… I tried to lie and say what people wanted to hear but then lies don’t really last long… So I pretty much decided to keep things to myself… In the process of that I pretty much didn’t have any friends… Besides I always kept moving around… So every time I make friends and start to grow, it’s time for me to move… So i grew up alone…
Growing up alone is pretty cool…. Cause you get to be independent and also no one really bother…. So I pick up the vices early… When I was 13 I was already smoking and fighting… Well I had to fight or I’ll be beaten to death…
All I want is to be with Lynn and to hug her tight… I look forward to talking to her everyday as she makes me so happy. I love you Lynn… <3
